Life, Love, & Laundry — baby

October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss awareness month. It is a hard topic to talk about, so it is important that we do talk about it, so others know they are not alone.  Our pregnancy loss began early in our marriage. Actually, there was a good chance we would have lost Adrianna (our first) if it had been before the time of ultrasounds. The placenta had pulled away from the wall of the uterus and I was on bedrest for a good chunk of the pregnancy.  I always had this weird "I don't want anyone to know we were trying...

I feel like all I ever do in my blog posts is open my heart and let everyone in. This post will go along with that theme. lol  On March 14th, I will be having a much needed surgery. (I am not going to go into details about why it is much needed….) But the emotional anguish it will have on me is what I will talk about.  This is the end of a chapter in my life. It is a chapter that has lasted most of my life. I am very glad it is ending….but that does not make...